went over to west mall to get BELL's new line and new phone and TRI got hers too. so only left me.really wanna get it asap. and guess wad, not only BELL n ZW gt their couple phone they also gt their new nos. with just e last digit diff lor.omg. BELL's is 5 & ZW's is 9. omg. really shake head. sad. after dinner slacked awhile and went hm separately. n just changed my blogskin. very plain isnt it? but i like it simple.
i keep pondering am i expecting too much frm u? is it my fault that this kind of thing would repeatly happen? does the problem lies with u or is it me? i really cant find any answer to my qns. i dont expect u to shower me with expensive gifts, money or luxury. all i ever want is u to understand me, thats all. is it that too much? is that too demanding? i need to feel u that u care. and how many times do i have to repeat that? or should i just stop repeating and never to mention it ever again? i told myself before, dun set too high expectation, as the higher i go, the deeper my disappointment will be. b u t am i really asking too much just for u to u n d e r s t a n d me and let me feel that u c a r e ??? i'm utterly d i s a p p o i n t e d once again.
