i'm back. must be thinking how come i'm so free to update my blog so often right. cos i've gt nothing to do and plus i will be even more free to update my blog from next wk on. hahaha. got a call from GRACE ytd night. she told me that my consultant is very unhappy with me on the attitude i'm having right now as i dun work all that and all those shit. and kept complainning and even threaten that if i dun do anything bout it both she and my manager will work hand in hand to attack or sabotage me and i'm gonna be very mirseable all that. come on, give me a break man. havent i suffered enough? cant u just treat me invisible for my last 2 days of wrk? for the past 1 yrs i've been wearing a mask 10 hrs a day 6 days a week sometimes even longer. cant u guys just let me tear dwn the mask that is on my face.
let u guys know something. i used to be very close with my consultant and my manager. i felt that they taught me alot of things. my skills at work, the way to interact with customers and handling customers. and including how to put a mask on whenever i'm at work. i've use to treat the whole heartedly and what have i got back? full of scars from their stabs. their knives are so deadly that i may bleed for wks and sometimes even mnths.
and from that point of i've started learning how to paint out nice masks to put on when i'm at wrk. sometimes if i dun paint my mask well enough and it will start to peel off and thats where they starts stabbing again. and finally till now after 2 and 1/2 at the place of misery i'm able to be free myself again.
but they are so horrible and cant even let me leave in peace. why? *shrugs* my MUM said i'm so young when am i doing such horrbile things and leaving no exits for them. well, sorry. corrections pls. its the other way round man, MUMMY. pls dun be disappointed in me as it is nt me who is turning things ugly. i just wanted peace but they dont allow that.
well, if they want me to continue with wearing the mask, so be it. june, be strong and put on ur well painted mask once again for the last 2 days of wrk eh~! jiayou~!
well, after my unhappy things, something nice happened. BELL passed me something last night and read it before my beauty sleep. well. cant share with u guys wads it about as he will definately kill me lor. wahahaha. but its really something very nice and i'm really touched by him. *laughs* thanks, baby. wooohooo~! later will be meeting BELL,KEE,FEN n JIE for dinner at PARIS BUFFET. wweeeeweeee~!!!! happy happy. will be back with photos eh. cares ppl~!
