21th april-
went to work as usual. den decided to go sabai so confirm with ANGEL all that. den she told me in the evening TRI will also be gg. lol. *touched*. so after wrk rushed hm to take a really very fast shower and changed. met XIANG under my block to pass her my dolly head before meeting TRI they all at JE control. we all took train down to sabai. aiai's in-law aka WINNIE YAM is really TRI's cousin nor. both damn kp de, made me and aiai so ps. VER joined us at sabai arnd 1+. TRI n me left at 2 as i need to rush over wlds to meet MR PEH.
22th april-
woke up kinda early eventhough slept quite late last night. went down for brunch den shopped arnd in the supermarket with MR PEH. and bought lottery. lol. bought loads of bottle of fruit juice lor. so heavy. and bought some chips and ice cream too. (understand why i'm getting fatter?) lol. den went back to his place. took a shower den we 2 took the mahjiong tiles and starting our 'ER REN MA JIANG' . wahaha. one point we were too bored and he wanted to teach me hw to count the TAIS all that. acutally wanna go for movie but timing too late as he meeting his cousin later on so we decided to continue mj. so happy sia. finally got to touch the tiles le. lol. aftermath, went to cwp to meet FEN for dinner while he went to chong pang to meet his cousin. had dinnder at gelarie with FEN before back to his hse. acutally today ish one of my happy days de. as things ish changing between the both of us. he's also finally kinda changing his attitude all that towards me. but something really shitty happened. i've alry decided to cut down(infact alrdy did) on my clubbing and have also decided nt to play arnd and be with him for good. and kinda like settle down with him for e moment. changing my thinking of SINGLE BUT NT AVAILABLE. but things just isn't meant to be-
23th april-
packed my clothes from his hse and went to wrk.but had to lie saying i need to bring hm wash. he gt a bit suspicious but never did say much. msged him bout ending everthing. and avoided his call the whole day. until GRACE n FEN said, since u've decided why are still avoiding. hw long can i run away. so finally answered his call. he acted as if nth happened. so i told him straight, dn call or contact me anymore and i mean it. went hm to change and down to sabai once again. drink and drank. did some stupid things and call him etc. crying over him but nt worth. i'm suffering and he's slping. god. even wanted to go wld to look for him. luckily, VER n ANGEL stopped me. thanks ladies. den came home this morning. but stayed at the stairs there as really cant control anymore. had a reallly bad breakdown. dunnoe for hw long. but aftertat, dunnnoe wad happened. next time ish when i opened my eyes, i'm inside my sis's room slping alrdy. really dun rmb hw i got back. *shakeheads* told VER n ANGEL after 24TH APRIL 2009 i wun shed a tear for him le. but wil be able to do that? am i strong enough? *shrugs*
leave me alone,
mslim-
back. took leave today cause i've gt no mood to work. went down sabai on the tues and ytd night. took loads of photo that tues. but nt uploading all as some TRI n ANGEL's blog have le. sama sama de. so will only be updating those they dun have. lol-
