woah. so damn long nvr update my blog ler. cause didn't get to use e net. hmmm. dunnnoe hw to sae or wad to sae. its like almost all of post is so emo. but really can't help it. as this is the only place i can pour out all unhappiness.
first of all, my dear all thanks for all ur concern. esp when u msg me. din reply on this topic as i really dun wish to bring up all those unhappiness outside esp when i'm trying to forget.
and things bout him. dunnoe how to sae also. really wish to let go, but things isn't as easy as it seems. saying and doing is totally different. i'm really nt that strong to start with. angel n lene- i really wish to be as happy as i used to be few yrs back. but things isn't gg my way. everything just sucked. tri-i really wish to go. when would u be free to go with me? i really feel like crying n screaming everything out. *sighs*
really dunnnoe how to explain. as everytime when he n me are together everything would be fine. but once on phone/sms we would quarrel. i really dunnoe why. he's just taking advantage when i give in. really getting tired. *sighs* really dun wanna continue on this topic anymore as its really getting no where.
ppls. i really wanna heed the advices u guys are giving but sometimes things really so easy as it seems. angie n fen, u guys are experincing the same things, so i assume u guys really understand wad's gg on and hw's terrbile it feels.
leave me alone,
mslim-