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mslim-
♥ Mar 13, 2009

FIRST OF ALL, I'M REALLY FEELING LIKE SHIT TODAY. I WOKE UP AT 6+ JUST FOR THAT BASTARD AS HE WANT ME TO MEET HIM SINCE I DUN WANNA GO OUT WITH HIM LAST NIGHT. ALRIGHT DEN, I RATHER SLEEP AWHILE DEN CAN'T SLEEP AT ALL AS 2DAY WORKIN. HE WAS WITH HIS FRENS CHATTIN ALL E WAY N I SAID NTH. REACHED HIS HSE ARND 9 DEN I ONLY NAP FOR 1/2 HR. I ALSO NEVER COMPLAIN. HE WAS SO SEH,I ALSO NEVER SAID ANYTHING. I ACTED AS IF NTH HAPPENED. I WENT TO WORK FEELIN SO DAMN SHAG. PLUS, I'M HAVING A WAR INSIDE MY HEART HE ALSO DUNNOE. AS WAD HE PROMISED ME HE CANT DO. AND ITS ALWAS LIKE THAT. HE CAN BUT NT ME. I'M ALWAS IN THE WRONG, ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT.
I STARTED TO MISS ALL MY LADIES REALLY BADLY TILL I NEARLY WENT CRAZY.
AND I HAD A FUCKING DAY AT WORK, HE ALSO WONT SHOW ANY CONCERN. ONLY ASKED WHY I NEVER CALL HIM, SO BUSY TILL 1 PHONECALL ALSO CANNOT AR.
I REACHED HOME AROUND 10+11. HE SAID WANNA MEET ME. I SAID OK.
BUT HW E FUCK WAS I SUPPOSE TO KNOW THAT MY MUM WOULD BE STOPPING ME FROM GG OUT?!
WHY IS IT THAT U ALWAS DON BELIEVE ME? EVEN I'M TIRED BUT I ALSO NEVER SAY DUN WANNA GO MEET U RIGHT. WHY U WANNA QUARREL WITH ME COS OF THIS KIND OF STUPID FUCKING MEANINGLESS THING? STILL SAY EVERYTHING ISH ALL I SAY. AND EVEN SAY I ALWAS CAN GO CHIONG BUT NW CANNOT GO OUT COS MY MUM'S STP ME FROM GG OUT.
WAD THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO. U ALWAS GET WAD U WANT FROM ME. I'VE GIVE IN TOO MUCH TILL U FFUCKING TREATING ME LIKE SHIT. U MADE ME DISAPPOINTED CAUSE U DIN KEEP UR PROMISE. BUT DID U KNOW? DID U EVER TOT OF HW I FEEL? NO! CAUSE U'RE FUCKING SELFISH. U SAY FULL STOP, EVERYTHING ENDS HERE. DEN I ASK IF ITS REALLY WAD U WANT AND U SAID YES DEN I RESPECT UR DECISION.(while agreeing, tears dropping. but did u realised?) DEN U SAE I WANNA TEST UR PACTIENCE, I WAN U TO BEG ME BACK.(but did u notice i'm alwas e one askin u back?) EVEN TILL NW U HUNG UP, I STILL MSG U. BUT U DUN WANNA REPLY ME. WAD ELSE DO U EXPECT ME TO DO? WAD ELSE U WANT FROM ME?(i really dun wana quarrel, i'm alrdy giving in.)

MY TEARS DRYING, HEART DYING, SOUL LEAVING. DO U REALSIE I'M DYIN.

♥ posted
3/13/2009 01:59:00 AM