林千金 ♥♥

♥ Mar 29, 2009

MY SHORT FRINGE (=

FINALLY ALL ARND except REBS

NATURAL~

KISSES FOR HER LAOGONG

oh my god. acutally i've type a very long post before uploadiing my photos. in the end suddenly lag and something cocked up. my whole post ish gone and i've to RE-TYPE nah. A LOM SIA~! ok, to lastest update, my mum and sis is out of town on a crusie. so left with me and my bro at hm. acutally i shld be e one taking care of him but think nw ish e other way round as he's planning to go NTUC to get some grocegry after sch for my dinner tml night. aww. aint he sweet at times? but he does really get on my NERVESS de.

went to sabai as usual last nite. after work waited for my colleague to get my fringe cut. woot. got it short after so long. lol. change abit. bought a butterfly blouse at EARTHDOLL before gg hm. went hm to change and waited for CIN to get hm and changed all that den cabbed down to sabai to meet ANGEL, VER, TRI, ANGIE n FEN. den CIN n FEN makan first before me started drinking. we went in and started to drink, drank n drunk and also nt forgetting our fav pastime. PHOTO SESSIONS. lol. hmm. ANGIE, TRI n CIN were the first few to get drunk first and as usual, crying and vomitting here and there. lol. in the end FEN 1 person brought 3 drunkards hm. (ANGIE, AMY n CIN). wahaha. i went back in for my drinking session again but this time rnd with HENG n com .guess wad? MR PEH reached but din call me lor. kns. and since he didn't called den i heck care thru out the whole night. den i saw him huggin a SIAM BU lor. NBCB. i went back to my own table and saw aiai den jitao teardrops again. den complained to aiai. in the end, drunk de aiai gave him 3 slaps. and he wanted to quarrel with me inside when i didn't even knw wad happened till JIAHAO told me lor. den we started shouting at each other den i ask HENG to ask him stop his nonsence dun act like clown there and he went bersek. lol. asked his fren to pull him away.

and he contiuned huggin his SIAM BU lor. den i also went insane drinking like nobody's business. knocking myself here n ther and getting grabbed by dunnoe who ehere and there till he couldnt take it and asked whether i had enough of my nonsense anot. but ijust heack care and went on crazying till one guys pulled me over to his table to drink den TRI, JOSLYN n HENG saw and pulled me back. and den there were some commotion and nearly had a fight there. and i was knocked and fell to the floor and hit my head against dunnoe wad and there were so like so many hands grabbing me up and den MR PEH went crazy and chiong over like wad. but i just pushed him away. lol. finally the so called "fight" stopped outside sabai. and TRI went crazy screaming n shouting at me cos i keep gg over to stop my frens frm fighting while TRI n JOSLYN kept pulling me away from the commotion there. acutally cabbed hm with ANGEL, VER n JOSLYN but halfway thru he kept calling me dwn to wld to talk things out nicely . so in the end i went over to wld instead of back to batok to talk things out. and god, he spolit my paper bag. kns.

acutally we've talked and calmed down and patching things up alrdy. but while walking over to AMDIRLTY stat i saw his phone photo with another SIAM BU so damn fucking close lor. the girl seems like kissing him soon lor. nb. den we started again. and he grabbed my arm like free and thus ending up with blue black again. really shits lor. haiyo. *shake head* dun wanna spoil my mood. dun post bout this le. photo sharing time-

to TRI LAO GONG-

sorry for my stubborn ways. i knw u care, when i was gg over to drink with that guy. cos u're worried that they might spike my drink as MIN had been before. i'm sorry k. and made u scream and shout like siao charbor. eventhough i tried to explain myself ytd but i know u cant get it in as u were so angry. lol. i'm sorry k. and thanks for alwas being there no matter wad, u wouldnt just leave me . and thanks when, whenever i scream TRICCIIIAAA. u would appear infront of me. thanks. MWARK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!love u to every bit.6 yrs n counting of frenship and lao gong lao po relationship. LOVES!

TRICIA THAM SHU FANG is LOVE (= . LOL~

leave me alone,

mslim-

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3/29/2009 10:17:00 PM

♥ Mar 28, 2009

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3/28/2009 01:39:00 AM

♥

ME.AHHENG

AHLI in e middle =)

ME.JINYAO(he keep complainin he's ugly)

KISSES FOR ME

ME.JOSLY.AHLI.ANGIE

ME.ANGIE(abit high)

MSLIM.MRPEH

ME.ANGIE(still sober)

ME.JOSLYN

ME.ANGIE.JOSLYN

lol. as for today. i'm stayin at home and most ppl are shocked. lol. stupid ANGIE still say tml wanna go buy 4d cos today i didnt go punch card. so bad sia. bth lor. even LEONG was shocked to see me online. lol. wun be tempted. wahaha. acutally this week i'm considered very guai le as 3 days ppl jio me down to sabai and i only went down on the tues night as wed i'm off. weet, means 2 other days never been tempt down to sabai. i told myself i would only go down twice a week. and since i went on the tues and will be gg down on sat as all are celebrating LENE'S bdae so today better rest at home. lol. that tues night was really a fun night but sad ANGEL, TRI n VER went off arnd 3+. luckily ANGIE was there to acc me. well, at a pnt i really got damn fed up with one guy lor. kept nearing me. and the worst is i asked him to go away for dunnoe how many times alrdy lor. but after that was still an enjoyable night. lol. ANGIE n me were a bit drunk by the end. lol. we took alot of pics. but there wasalot shaky hands that night. wahaha. hmm. ytd quarrelled again. *shake head*. din contact him for almost 2 days. he was the one who called. and kept asking when i'm gg up to take my stuffs den i sae see when i free. lol. dunnoe wad to say also. wahaha. no matter wad still looking forward to tml's celebration though. weeeet~!!!!anywway, HAPPY 24TH BDAY MY DEAR LENE. p.s U'R SO SO DEAD. mai mao mai kaban~!!!till then.

leave me alone,
mslim-

♥ posted

3/28/2009 01:13:00 AM

♥ Mar 24, 2009

thats me n VER

aiai's twsit

me n ATW

me n laogong(TRI)

me n aiai(ANGEL)

me n FEN

groupie photo

me n CIN(her first time to sabai)

me with TRI, LENE

AI LING, ANGEL n VER

another update after ages. recently dont seem to have the time to update my blog.it will always be the whole day at work. and after work will either be at wlds or sabai. lol. no wonder i'm always so tired and broke.(a girl always lacking of ENGERY & MONEY) *laughs* hmm. fri n sat night as usual at sabai. but on the sat niight somethings happened and TRI got angry and left very early. FEN left with COCO early too. and left with CIN, ANGEL,LENE n VER plus me. and arnd 3+ MR PEH n AH HENG they guys joined us. omg that night got really pai seh lor. the guys seems so happeneing. aiai shld know wad happened. omg. den before home time quarrelled again. lol. forever. this time round i just pulled CIN n left by cab. woah! guess wad? he went insane. LOLS. i dun wannna make myself pai seh lor. lols.

went to sch today. and as per usual slacked the whole day as this current topic ish wad we do praticially so dont have to learn much. just have to understand the theory. DES called me arnd 8+ and asked quite alot of qns before hanging up. den went hm with 2 HAZEL n HUA. AH HENG called me again asking me down to sabai (same as MR PEH as they both planned together to call me after each other). but i wasnt tempted to go down. lols. aiai are u surprised? lol. weee. after tml will be my off day again. lol. HAPPY! till then.

leave me alone,
mslim-

♥ posted

3/24/2009 12:20:00 AM

♥ Mar 20, 2009

woah. so damn long nvr update my blog ler. cause didn't get to use e net. hmmm. dunnnoe hw to sae or wad to sae. its like almost all of post is so emo. but really can't help it. as this is the only place i can pour out all unhappiness.

first of all, my dear all thanks for all ur concern. esp when u msg me. din reply on this topic as i really dun wish to bring up all those unhappiness outside esp when i'm trying to forget.

and things bout him. dunnoe how to sae also. really wish to let go, but things isn't as easy as it seems. saying and doing is totally different. i'm really nt that strong to start with. angel n lene- i really wish to be as happy as i used to be few yrs back. but things isn't gg my way. everything just sucked. tri-i really wish to go. when would u be free to go with me? i really feel like crying n screaming everything out. *sighs*

really dunnnoe how to explain. as everytime when he n me are together everything would be fine. but once on phone/sms we would quarrel. i really dunnoe why. he's just taking advantage when i give in. really getting tired. *sighs* really dun wanna continue on this topic anymore as its really getting no where.

ppls. i really wanna heed the advices u guys are giving but sometimes things really so easy as it seems. angie n fen, u guys are experincing the same things, so i assume u guys really understand wad's gg on and hw's terrbile it feels.

leave me alone,

mslim-

♥ posted

3/20/2009 12:02:00 AM

♥ Mar 13, 2009

FIRST OF ALL, I'M REALLY FEELING LIKE SHIT TODAY. I WOKE UP AT 6+ JUST FOR THAT BASTARD AS HE WANT ME TO MEET HIM SINCE I DUN WANNA GO OUT WITH HIM LAST NIGHT. ALRIGHT DEN, I RATHER SLEEP AWHILE DEN CAN'T SLEEP AT ALL AS 2DAY WORKIN. HE WAS WITH HIS FRENS CHATTIN ALL E WAY N I SAID NTH. REACHED HIS HSE ARND 9 DEN I ONLY NAP FOR 1/2 HR. I ALSO NEVER COMPLAIN. HE WAS SO SEH,I ALSO NEVER SAID ANYTHING. I ACTED AS IF NTH HAPPENED. I WENT TO WORK FEELIN SO DAMN SHAG. PLUS, I'M HAVING A WAR INSIDE MY HEART HE ALSO DUNNOE. AS WAD HE PROMISED ME HE CANT DO. AND ITS ALWAS LIKE THAT. HE CAN BUT NT ME. I'M ALWAS IN THE WRONG, ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT.
I STARTED TO MISS ALL MY LADIES REALLY BADLY TILL I NEARLY WENT CRAZY.
AND I HAD A FUCKING DAY AT WORK, HE ALSO WONT SHOW ANY CONCERN. ONLY ASKED WHY I NEVER CALL HIM, SO BUSY TILL 1 PHONECALL ALSO CANNOT AR.
I REACHED HOME AROUND 10+11. HE SAID WANNA MEET ME. I SAID OK.
BUT HW E FUCK WAS I SUPPOSE TO KNOW THAT MY MUM WOULD BE STOPPING ME FROM GG OUT?!
WHY IS IT THAT U ALWAS DON BELIEVE ME? EVEN I'M TIRED BUT I ALSO NEVER SAY DUN WANNA GO MEET U RIGHT. WHY U WANNA QUARREL WITH ME COS OF THIS KIND OF STUPID FUCKING MEANINGLESS THING? STILL SAY EVERYTHING ISH ALL I SAY. AND EVEN SAY I ALWAS CAN GO CHIONG BUT NW CANNOT GO OUT COS MY MUM'S STP ME FROM GG OUT.
WAD THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO. U ALWAS GET WAD U WANT FROM ME. I'VE GIVE IN TOO MUCH TILL U FFUCKING TREATING ME LIKE SHIT. U MADE ME DISAPPOINTED CAUSE U DIN KEEP UR PROMISE. BUT DID U KNOW? DID U EVER TOT OF HW I FEEL? NO! CAUSE U'RE FUCKING SELFISH. U SAY FULL STOP, EVERYTHING ENDS HERE. DEN I ASK IF ITS REALLY WAD U WANT AND U SAID YES DEN I RESPECT UR DECISION.(while agreeing, tears dropping. but did u realised?) DEN U SAE I WANNA TEST UR PACTIENCE, I WAN U TO BEG ME BACK.(but did u notice i'm alwas e one askin u back?) EVEN TILL NW U HUNG UP, I STILL MSG U. BUT U DUN WANNA REPLY ME. WAD ELSE DO U EXPECT ME TO DO? WAD ELSE U WANT FROM ME?(i really dun wana quarrel, i'm alrdy giving in.)

MY TEARS DRYING, HEART DYING, SOUL LEAVING. DO U REALSIE I'M DYIN.

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3/13/2009 01:59:00 AM

♥ Mar 12, 2009

ALL LADIES TOGETHER ONCE AGAIN

me , myself & i

me n TRI

me n CINDY

me n FEN

me n REBS

me n ANGIE(my drinking kaki)

thats me n ATW(1st pic ever)

WOOT. haven't been happy for such a long time alrdy, even tml have to go back to wrk. hmm. din sleep last night even reached home very early for a tues night of my wrking life. did some chores and went online and kept using the com for the whole night. use till arnd 5+ stopped as MR PEH calling alrdy and i'm starting to feel giddy. as usual MUM nagged again. *shake head* den went to bath and change and went down for cab over to meet him. always hard to get cab arnd 6+. initally din wanna take a cab and wanted to take bus over, but since he insisted and offered to pay the fare so ok lor. but it was very irritating to wait for cab for 1/2 hr. slept for arnd 4 hrs ++ nia as his phone kept ringing and was damn loud nor. he put left phone in e room i slept in n he went over to his parents' room to sleep. damn dumb ass lor. his ringtone kept banging in my ear till i woke up. so went over to wake him up to answer his phone. aftermath accompanied him downstairs twice to take and pass things. wah. torturing me! den after that, tot i could really sleep for awhile longer before meeting my ladies for dinner. in e end, we went out for brunch+dinner at the timing of 4+pm. duhs. ending up, back to his place at 6. *god* and i'm meeting my ladies for their dinner plus our gathering at 7.15. and tats it. i din get to sleep. *shake head* bathed and prepared out to meet my ladies. ending up so damn late. reached cwp at 8. so pai seh lor. but my ladies were angels they didnt even say anything. *lol* and i tot i was the last, in the end, as for usual ANGIE was even later den me. *haha* catch up more with REBS. while TRI n ATW talked bout their own topic. CINDY dazing(as she was too hungry to say anything) and FEN busy herself with the menu for their dinner. during their dinner we all listen to ANGIE n REBS complained bout some stuffs(as both me n ANGIE) had alrdy eaten. while they were complainning FEN n me talked bout our own topic. actually i was damn excited bout this gathering as too long since last gathering, but was kinda sad and upset bout things that happened to my surrounding ladies. *heartache* SOME IDIOTS OUT THERE, LISTEN WELL!! PLS FUCKING DOTE ON MY LOVELY LADIES AS THEY ARE ANGELS EVEN IF THEY ARE INPERFECT ALR?!?!?!?!.. *opps* sorry bout that. halfway thru their dinner, ANGIR n me went off to the toilet and went shopping. *lol* den all of us finally have a photo taken together again. we went on and on, kept taking photos. *hahaha* thats wad i love bout my ladies, we all LOVE photo-taking sessions.(bt FEN at times don't *laughs*). after photo-taking session over we all went down as some of us need some puff. after our puff we went hm as all need to work tml morning other than ANGIE. hmm. thats my day, maybe ppl will think its nth special to happy bout. but as for me, i'm really really happy today as i got my gatherings with all my ladies arnd and plus we(MR PEH and me) didn't qaurrel today which very unexpected. *laughs*

***MY LADIES- dunnnoe when we're gonna have gatherings any sooner as all are busy working and some really very hard to meet us out due to their partners. *understands* but i believe we're definately gonna meet up soon as we had yet celebrate CINDY's bdae yet. *laughs* love you guys to the bit~! tgc.... missing u guys alwas esp my DRINKING KAKI~! till then.

leave me alone,

mslim-

♥ posted

3/12/2009 12:02:00 AM

♥ Mar 11, 2009

my workplace after renovation.

after preparing n before out for work

the cute plastic

and this is the cute present from CINDY

guess what is it?
back.some photos to share. finally uploaded into my com. once again stuck infront of the laptop for a damn long time already. hmmm. went to work as usual today. woke up earlier to prepare myself work. every tues, i would definately take more effort to wake up earlier to prepare and doll up nicely. must be wondering why eh. as wed ish my off say so every tues i would be very happy no matter what shit things happened it will be kinda hard to affect my mood. *laughs*. but in the end, i was still late for work. arghx. took much of my own sweet time le. not a bad day at work, as my manager is off on the tues too. *wahahahaha* CINDY came over with her mum for haircut in the afternoon, and FEN came in night for hair wash. they waited for SIAO n me to knock off and went to slack for awhile, while waiting for SHARON to knock off too. CINDY bought back some present from taiwan for us. *smiles* very cute packing. like it alot. lol. den updated CINDY on things she missed out during the past few weeks. and called MR PEH. and omg, it got through. and what does it mean? he's back in singapore. *boring* asked me over to find him den acc him out. but didn't went over. dun wanna join him n his friends as i'm sure i will be bored till death cause i will be damn lonely while they talked about their topic which i can never pay attention no matter how hard i try.
so slack till 12+ with the gals while SIAO n SHARON went off first arnd 11+. but still don't feel like coming home yet so CINDY accompanied me(she's also working) while FEN n TRI went off first as they're working tml morning. we walked from bpp to teck whye for my last bus back. along the way CINDY told me about her trip to taiwan.and while waiting for bus, CINDY listened to me n MR PEH quarrelled as i on the loud speakers. *lol*. ya, we quarrelled again. but today's quarrelled is just one of the small tiffs. no big deal to me as i dont consider as a threat.*smirk laughs* well, thats my day. boring? lol. till then.
leave me alone,
mslim-

♥ posted

3/11/2009 04:13:00 AM

♥ Mar 10, 2009

wow. finally can update my blog ler. as the weekend had been out till wee hours. too shag to update. as for usual, fri and sat night gatherings at sabai with my guys and ladies. den after back to meet MR PEH. and caused of sabai quarrelled again on sat morning. wow! we really have the power man. from 6am in the morning quarrelled all the way till 4pm in the afternoon. *omg* really tiring. for the first time, i really felt so final and just wanna have a full stop between us. *sighs* always quarrelling. he also said he was tired of quarrelling.(but he's still always finding stupid things to quarrel with me!)
7th feb
quarrelled in the morning from 6 as i told him i would go home earlier than the usual time. which is i will reach home arnd 5 rather den 6 plus. in the end didn't as JIMMY was damn drunk. but he just dun understand. *sighs* he say it was only my excuses.(whatever) so went to polyclinic to take mc for work before heading down to wld to continue with the quarrel with him. the quarrel gt so bad that he punched the wall behind me.*god* for the first time ever i got so threatened by him during quarrel. and during the quarrel, i gt so angry i actually punched him in his chest. but he didn't retaliate. *lucky* i really got so tired and wanna to end everything but he didn't wanna let me leave and grabbed me to get me out of the lift. *ouch!* den in the end, we finally settled down and peaced out. den finally arnd 4 plus, i gt to sleep. *tired* woke up around 7 plus to bath as was gg down to sabai again. didn't join they all for steamboat dinner as wanted to meet FEN for dinner.in the end, didn't get to. went home around 10 plus as he kept dragging on with my time. *laughs* as he knew i was meeting REBS n CK under my block before down to sabai. *lol* den went to sabai at arnd 11+ . was so damn late in meeting them. so ps. as they waited for me under my block for me to get prepared for arnd 1/2 hr. LEONG was also arnd. *god* den went down to sabai. updated a bit with REBS along the way. after that, ANGEL, LENE, VER, JIMMY n AH GER joined us at sabai. left arnd 4 plus to bangkok to meet MR PEH.
8th feb
went to work arnd 1 plus. worked the whole day. *god* damn shag. tiring day. went home straight from work with EUNICE. chatted with MR PEH for awhile before he went in to malaysia. *wee!* LOL. before hanging up he said, u better don't go sabai hor. dun think i dunnoe u got go anot even i nt singapore. and better dun go flirt and hong with other guys. damn dots lor. *LOL* damn funny sia. den i answer him saying if i wanna go sabai also no need to wait for him to go malaysia den go de lor. wahaha. and plus i dun flirt/hong de lor. fell aslept at dunnoe wad time as was too tired.
9th feb
woke up arnd 8+ as today gg back to sch for classes. chatted with FEN for awhile in the morning as she called to complain she was late for work again. *LOL* den prepared for sch. den realised i have a msg from MR PEH. and the things he said in the msg is repeating himself bout me flirting again. *laughs* bth him lor. went to meet XIANG n VIPER to sch together. kinda slack today as teacher wasn't feeling too well. came home straight from school today and saw JIE and the interchange. came back home for dinner together. FEN was very bad. she says that i'm like a bird free from cage when i called to tell her that MR PEH is in malaysia already. *LOL* so bad. CINDY is back from taiwan today. wee! i miss her. lols. called her just nw, and she called back from taiwan so chat for awhile. think will be meeting her tml night with FEN bah. hmm. alright den. till here.
leave me alone,
mslim-

♥ posted

3/10/2009 12:06:00 AM

♥ Mar 5, 2009

back again. today was quite a boring day at first. as was waiting for ANGIE to wake up the whole day. but she wasn't feeling well so didn't get to meet her in the end. and around 5.30(which is very last min) decided to meet FEN, TRI n ANG TE WEI for dinner. saiko FEN le and confirm with TRI den rush off to prepare. got ready in less den an hr man. which was really fastt. *laughs* (claps for myself) and cause FEN was very tired and managed to saiko her, so all met at cwp for dinner. i rushed cab down. and wow, jamming all the way and finally reached cwp at the amount of 17++. first time sia, i go wld with such exx de cab fare. *omg* mai mee tang already ar. *laughs* went to AJISAN RAMEN . each order a ramen set and extra one more ala crate fer dinner. and i had my volcano ramen. hahah. after ordering started photo sessions and crapped around. and ANG TE WEI said something bout TRI which made me n FEN laughed till our lungs dropping out. FEN even shed tears. lol. den when our food came started taking photos again. wahaha. after crapping and eating when for a puff. slack for abit while TRI n ANG TE WEI deciding whether to watch movie anot. in the end they decided nt to. FEN went home first as she was really really tired. there's was no place for the 3 of us, so i went over to find MR PEH and that 2 went home. went over to his place to take my card back, chatted a little with him over the things between us and then cabbed home. actually meeting AH HENG but he went to over to sembawang so didn't meet up in the end. when straight to bath once reached home and MR PEH called, i didnt pick up. and he send me stupid smses again. *funny* den called him back, chatted for awhile before updating here. still wondering to meet him tml morning anot. kinda tired. *sighs* tml is the last day for me to enjoy. going back to work on the friday. *sighs* once again my boring life is back.
leave me alone,
mslim-

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3/05/2009 12:43:00 AM